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Friday, October 30, 2009

ATOM POWER OUT OF STOCK~! 2ND DAY REACH WAREHOUSE ONLY! >.<

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Sunday, October 25, 2009

jux came back from funeral not long~ my uncle pass away on 23 Oct 09~ due to heart attack~ funeral held at ubi rd 4~ when i reach there i was about to LOL~ cos ish da place ppl will be familiar if dey watch movie~ da ah nam ask ppl to switch to silent mode~ was there overnight~ morning 5plus den lalaland~ majiam still school time~ when the teacher having lesson den we rest da head on the table~ poor felix onli 9years old tis year~ heartbreak when the coffin push in to cremate~ felix almost breakdown~ ytd nite ask rachel bout her senior in damai sec de background~ not goot~ haha~ but watever rachel saes ish kinda expected~ =/ nvm side issue~ gonna go prepare my stuff since my dad ish back from da funeral le~ last week~ all out man! haha~ if not im gonna be isolated~ =X

Monday, September 28, 2009

too lazy to upload photos to blogger~ haha~ oreadi post my didi 2nd bdae de photos at facebook~ fer ppl whu are interested can go take a look eh~ =)) blog again when im free~ =X

Sunday, August 23, 2009

went fer da agency seminar todae at NTUC building~meet 11.30am at lao pa sat~ wasnt late~ after everyone took their brunch den walk to NTUC building~ fer those whu hit SRD and CRD its was truly heart warming~ everyone came from average and below average inome de family~ but dey manage to get 5-6digit income per month~ my tears almost drop when dey are giving speech~ so i try to act dozing off but im trying hard to control my tears~ aniwae da seminar was packed till ppl hav to stand up by da side~ before the seminar start im waking up myself by listen dam loud de music~ lala ask mi go smoke i oso din hear~ den she give -____- face~ haha~ after seminar went lao pa sat dinner~the qiu lian ban mian i eat till i nearly vomit~ =X eat till half and leve it there~ dey order the satay like free de~ and there's 1 table order 2 stall de satay~ conclusion should be expected de eh~ haha~ after dinner alan was charging up~ although im veli tired till my eyes nearly close when im standing there, im still being charge by his words~ after everytink edmund send mi to raffles mrt~ he still dare to sae he din see doc~ he was having fever since yesterday~ sms him ask him go see doc if not tml im gonna pull him go see doc~ jux a concern~ =)) hav to thx melvin, justin and edmund fer charging mi everytime dey see mi at LFI~ even after the 1st rejection i dun hav the give up mentallity~ cos i've told myself 2yrs orf hardship, 2yrs orf maintain~ 1yrs retire~ kinda early fer retirement eh~ but still hav the possibility~ ^^

guess i'll stop here~ cos tml might be going 7am shift~ den 4pm can go back le~ =))

Saturday, August 22, 2009

fer da past 10daes ish the most tiring daes~ 8.30am-5.30pm was working~ after work went down fer lesson~ everydae after 12am den will reach home~ todae reach home at 2.45am~ was having PL and Super B by Steve~ the 001~ haha~ the whole auditorium was pack till i can hardly breath~ next month will be da same~ =)) everydae went down fer lesson and debrief i'll be charge up by edmund or justin~ aniwae~ todae was late fer work and before tat sms jaliah~

mi: can take whole dae mahx~
jaliah: do u know dean is on half day today?
mi: dunno... nobody mention
jaliah: i myself put the leave calender on yr table yday. u say no one mention???

actually i wan reply her~ "does the paper consider "sumone"?" or "the paper talks to mi?"

i can confirm if i realli lidat reply her~ noon de leave oso can ferget it~ LOL~ so LL go work~ help abit dn printing den went off at 12.45pm~ den to tampines~ saw katherine, last time my private school de classmate~ she's still conducting tution~ but now ish having class at tampines 400+~ den i was in a rush to meet my sis and justin, jiu din talk long~ will follow up again~ =)) reach somerset at 1.45pm~ den wif my sis go opp centrepoint de new shopping centre~ she wanna take her lunch~ too bad justin was at the taxi stand waiting fer us le~ bopian lunch later den sae~ LOL~ den to tcc~ proccess everytink~ waiting fer approval~ den justin drove us to marine parade~ to the slimming centre~ my sis took the Inbody~ Inbody ish a machine tat whole singapore onli got 5~ her estimate weight ish 49kg~ muscles too low~ fats overshot~ still got 1 more i cant remember~ she took the body health test at $10.70~ which i tink ish veli worth~ jux $10.70 and u noe ur health~ den the consultant explain to her which session she should go fer~ and she's now considering~ =)) as fer the amount~ if use credit card installment, every month ish about $100+ onli~ and ish "zhen jiu" and the products provided by dem~ dam cheap can~ fer ppl whu dunno wart ish zhen jiu~ ish like chinese physican using thin needles to place it on da skin~ not like other slimming centre~ "wrap" u and put u in da "oven" summore confirm 3months will slim down~ esther din help mi take da test~ so i dun hav to worry~ haha~ after MP, send my sis to parkway bus stop and she took bus home~ den go SD wif justin~ and ish dam early lorx~ before 6pm reach there~ 6pm-2.30am~ can die larx~ tml still hav to work~ tink no need zzz again le~ cos ish oreadi 3.30am~ T.T

Wednesday, August 19, 2009

1st. sorrie MOS members tat im kinda dead in audi~ but dun kick mi~ =((
2nd. i seriously having problem waking up fer work in da morning~
3rd. i cant zzz in da nite~
4th. will have lesser time fer ahyang and kai~ im so sorrie~
5th. and ahmin~ cant tag heart often~ bu hao yi shi nehx~

can sumone help? T.T cos im working 8.30am-5.30pm~ after work i went fer lesson~ everydae after 12 den will reach home~ todae i reach home nearly 1am~ audi while im having dinner~ supper sounds nicer~ haha~ ndo2 de lesson ish batter fer newbie~ but it's dragging too long~ ndo1-ndo4 every lesson i wun fall asleep halfway when listening~ cos there's owaes sumtink to keep mi awake~ i shall not disclose wart lesson im going fer until everytink has stable down~ todae im late fer da lesson~ tinking i oreadi missed the front part~ den jiu ask justin meet mi downstairs to get tcc tinks done~ when settled, i mention sumtink~ and he said actually if tis happens, i dun hav to get tcc tinks done~ -___- nvm~ he will take the tcc tinks fer mi tml cos im not sure if im going fer ndo3 or ani appointment~ aniwae~ after tcc tinks done i went fer ndo2~ when im there the lesson haven even starts~ -____- lesson finish and saw edmund outside the auditorium~ den went carpark smoke and he explain tinks to mi and ivan~ not fusion ivan~ haha~ tis ivan was dragging time cos he plans to take cab home~ but still we took the last train~ haha~ he cut thru the shell station and im smoking~ den hav to walk faster~ if not later my ash drop and explode~ jiu ho seh~ LOL~

i guess i hav to zzz in da living room todae~ if i zzz inside da room~ confirm cant wakeup~

*if everytink goes smoothly, i will continue taking my driving license next month~ but will change from private to school~ =))

Sunday, August 16, 2009

i was in da toilet and i heard tis conversation between my dad and didi~

dad: yao bu yao qu lou xia zou zou?
didi: papa~ huan yi fu~ huan yi fu~
dad: ni yao huan she me yi fu?
didi: *run to the kitchen*
dad: mao tou ying?
didi: bu yao~
dad: cat cat?
didi: bu yao~
dad: monkey?
didi: bu yao~ bu yao~ bu yao~
dad: den ni yao huan she me yi fu? dou mei you le~
didi: -silent- *run back to the living room*

and im the dumb 1 laugh till siao in da toilet~ -____- i was shock cos my didi sae huan yi fu~ ytd i taught him sweet dreams and sleep tight~ after he sae he was smiling to mi~ i was trying to make him zzz~ and his action makes mi smile to lalaland~ was zzz till 6pm~ den go see my fone~ 12 missed call~ being bomb by ahyang, weiwei, kai and nigel~ called nigel 1st~ and he was asking wan ton anot~ told him after movie den call him~ den call ahyang~ 9.20pm de movie~ but going fer dinner 1st~ didnt call kai and weiwei~ cos ahyang said he ask weiwei to call mi confirm fer the ticket~ so go prepare~ and went downstairs meet ahyang and off to vivo~ had carl's jr fer dinner~

attendance for Where Got Ghost~

weiwei
weiwei gf
ahyuan
ya an~
wilson
wilson gf
zheecong
kai
ahyang
mi

when we're going in da cinema~ dunno whu sae jeffrey oso watching da movie~ same cinema summore~ before the movie ahyang was telling mi~ see dey so tmm~ wilson and his gf was sitting beside~ den i turn behind call kai~ den i said~ kai, u wan sit infront? ahyang wan find ppl tmm~ LOL~ ahyang sae i make him sia suay~ -_____-" da movie was farni~ but oso hav scary part~ esp the ending orf each story~ "Next time, dont eat my oranges" buahaha~ after da movie went fer smoking session~ den saw jeffrey~ my 1st sentence ish~ eh y u like getting more and more short? =X finish smoking off to joochiat fer la teh session~ den when going off~ kai ask mi wan go buddy buddy cheers anot~ cabbed down~ when reach jeff was outside~ he saes, wah the world ish so small~ LOL~ martell-ing till 2+ den withdrawl $~ suppose to cabbed home~ was figuring out which way ish more shun lu to tamp~ den i walk till bugis~ while smoking den nuttink to do~ go see the bus directory~ saw NR7~ not in a rush so took da bus~ 1hr plus den reach tamp lorx~ 1st time taking night rider~ i noe i damn moutain turtle~ -_- reach home around 4+? den audi till 8am~ den to lalaland~

todae 5pm den wake up~ talking to my sis and alan bout the tink i suggest~ dey agree~ but my sis fri den free~ i dunno if i can change my leave to 21~ cos my AL was 20th~ audi all da way~ and ahmin said wan tag heart~ but i online fer few hours and she not yet online~ T.T

kai jux called~ asking if going buddy~ cos vann was celebrating be bdae there~ i dunno if im going down~ tml hav to work~ after work still hav to go fer NDO1 at 8pm~ btw did i mention tat morning cant take timeoff le? cos i spoil the market~ LOL~ ferget which dae i told jaliah i take 1hr timeoff~ but 3hrs later den i go work~ as fer now i noe i left 12hrs timeoff~ dun even noe how to clear since morning cant take~

Saturday, August 15, 2009

went parklane find nigel, cheryl and miaoqi~ tink alot orf MOS ppl went back le~ took my fam tshirt dem off to bukit batok de HomeTeamNS~ kinda bored~ =X den cabbed down to parklane again~ stay from 9+ till 12+~ den ahyang send mi back~ didnt watch movie wif nigel, miaoqi and cheryl~ tml still hav to work~ summore dey watching 1.30am de~ tml ahyang and kai oso jio da same movie~ so tml den watch~ reach home not long my didi was crying~ tink he had nightmare~ den i carry him and make him zzz den put him down~ den login my work de email~ 240 mails~ *faints* guess tis 3 daes dennis had suffered~ have to cover my stuff~ summore thurs and fri quite busy~ sorrie eh~ doc yao siao liaox~ gimme 3 daes mc~ but i dunno i was having fever when im going to da clinic~ hope everytink will end and i dun hav to care 2 side~ po pi my sis and alan agree to my suggestion on sunday~ cos it's real tiring~ sumone was telling mi~ make a wish before i go to zzz on my bdae~ i did tink orf tat matter~ onli waiting fer it to come true~ =))

Sunday, August 09, 2009

few daes ago im having problem wif audi~ tis few daes im having problem wif my psp and camera~ even if i put games into my psp~ when i on, "there are no games"~ do anitink oso no use~ i used to get tis prob~ but after i removed Rock Band Unplugged, the games are back~ now after i've update my psp version~ simply no games at all~ T.T as fer camera, i dunno where da hell ish it~ search everywhere but cannot find~ and i've missed my didi 22month old pics~ seriously gonna get a new comp soon~

went to ahgong house jux now~ fer bbq session~ but not fer my bdae~ LOL~ so many ppl there and mi and my mum hides at gonggong house~ cos alot orf ppl ish my aunty de fren~ heard from my dad ish my uncle struck lottery again~ every year when reaching my bdae~ he sure got some xtra cash~ but no angbao fer mi~ x.x help sanda ask around if anione wan buy shiseido de mud mask~ i've tried da black 1~ simply clear everytink extra on my face~ simply lurve it~ im gonna get alot~ =)) oso got the eye patches~ fer dark circles and eyebag~ haven try yet~ da orange mask i dunno wart tat~ cos ish all in japanese~ dun understand~ so din buy~ white mask ish fer whitening~ trying next week~ da mask fer the neck i din get~ cos like so weird~ LOL~ after ahgong house zhizhen bf send us back~ guess i wun be going out since kai and yang still in malaysia~

shan~ the dinner will be on 23rd aug~ ytd sanda was telling mi 22nd~ cos ish sat~ verify wif ahdi and he sae will still be on 23rd cos ah ber dey all oso working on 22nd~ hope no rubber animore~ buahaha~ do let zhiyong and shanxiong noe eh~ ^^

going ahdi fren de bbq tml~ jux wanna go out~ cos tml my sis taking care orf my didi~ *runs away* LOL~ go wash my clothes and will be audi till dunno wart time~ =))

*ahmin, i miss u~ T.T*

Saturday, August 08, 2009

yesterday 7+ go meet ahdi at 802~he was so sickening~ order rojak, fried oyster and carrot cake~ in the end cant finish~ den he drive mi to kallang den i jiu go boat quay de beer belly find kai~ kai and xiaopi isnt feeling right~ xiaopi ish flying to thailand todae~ kai and vann quarrel cos orf small matter~ ish realli small matter~ jux bcos orf a cardigan~ kai was halfway drunk~ peirong and terrence came down~ den jenny, siquan, clarence and jeffrey~ not long later peipei was here too~ ben sae peipei wasnt sporting~ bluff ppl drink~ tats wart ben ask mi to update~ LOL~ nigel didnt let mi noe wart time meeting tml~ so didnt went fer da outing~ and im so tired to go out~ drink till 5+~ den 7+ went work in seh mode~ at least din do wrong tink~ =)) ytd ahdi sae wan go boat quay find mi~ rubber again~ he saes he was too tired~ =)) he ask mi tues go sr house to celebrate my dae~ like abit kuku eh~ -________- guess todae dun hav to eat subway le~ till now he haven call yet~

Thursday, August 06, 2009

it seems like alot orf ppl are unhappi recently~ ish tis da emo period orf da year? few daes ago was listening to da radio while im on da way to work~

a gal whu 失恋~ and she was kinda 自暴自弃~ and her fren took her to a veli famous fortune teller~ da fortune teller show her a mirror~ and da mirror shows a gal was at a beach~ she was naked and drown to death~ a guy walk past and cover her with his clothes~ and walk off~ den another guy came and help to buried her~ the fortune teller said~ "tis ish ur previous life. the 1st guy whu cover u with his clothes ish da guy whu u jux breakoff wif~ he's here to 讨债~ and the 1 whu buried ish da u will 共度一生 with~

so ppl whu 失恋, tat's not the end orf everytink~ jux tat haven met da 1 yet~ =))

noon time ahdi called~ 16th de dinner change to 23rd aug~ cos he going overseas~ >.< ask him tml confirm wif mi sat or sun going sr house~ he sae tis week wan go dinner but sr cant go out~ so tabao go her house eat~ LOL~ rubber pilot~ tml meeting ahdi fer dinner~ he butt itchy~ told him 802 de carrot cake ppl veli attitude~ he sae nice jiu hao~ tml see how he tahan their attitude~ =))

tis short post i took 2hrs~ watching tv, dinner, playing wif my didi~ -___-

Wednesday, August 05, 2009

jux reach home~ went visit shanrong wif ahdi~ he picks mi up at 8+~ chat, smoke and slack at sr house~ dey were talking bout their childhood tink~ and talk till andy chua~ last time dey keep saying laogao ish andy chua elder bro~ but sr de mum saes onli got andy and his didi~ keep tinking den whu ish da tanned laogao? dunno whu to ask~ -______-" stay at shanrong house till 10+ going 11~ cos ahdi going fer meeting~ when on da way back he was asking~ how am i like in da past? wanna find back the old mi~ den i sae~ sumone whu keep talking non stop~ can nag whole dae~ haha~ he said 16th aug going fer dinner~ but i hav to remind him~ wtf~ and when i close da door he was talking~ LOL~ laugh die mi~ he sae maybe meetup before da dinner~ see when da busy ahdi remember tat~

btw i cant login audi after da patch~ onli can select cancel~ game start ish dead~ maybe will try uninstall and install again~ but not todae~ buahaha~

after da office left mi jaliah and ahliang~ jaliah ask mi~ y morning u din go find the flextronics DN~ jitao shoot her~ cos the cut off time ish 10am~ and u gimme da email at 1030~ i can dun even bother the email~ she keep quiet fer awhile den sae~ u make mi run round the whole warehouse~ so if i dun make her run the whole warehouse i will be the 1 running round the whole warehouse lorx? reason y i dun find the dn cos 11th aug i took unpaid leave~ but few daes ago meeting sae and dun take unpaid every month~ after the meeting i immediately go change to time off~ but still~ i hav to go back work cos ahliang medical appointment at 11th~ last time i take basic theory i still bother to check which date nobody take i den choose the date to take basic theory~ dam pissed off and slamming tinks the whole morning~ still even tink orf going back at 1230~ but tat time i dunno nizam din come~ cos nobody sae and he din take leave~ work till 1830 and went home cos 1+ ahdi oreadi call sae wan go visit shanrong~ done wif my tml shipment and off i go~ =))

Tuesday, August 04, 2009

went fer drinking session wif kai at jalan besar, buddy buddy cheers~ siquan and jenny came down too~ get to noe clarence, jeffery and jeffrey gf~ was having fun playing da poker game although abit dumb~ LOL~ 7.30pm till 1.30am~ kai told mi how he maintain his marriage but i dun tink im able to do tat~ =)) im owaes da 1 pampered im r/s~ but not applicable to da last r/s~ xiaopi sms mi asking where am i~ he seems like he's too bored and finding ppl to drink~ he din reply mi after i sms him im going back 1hr later~ time too short fer him~ =X cabbed home wif siquan and jenny~ and jenny was asking am i back wif ahyang~ i replied~ dun wanna hurt him cos i noe my r/s wun last long~ =)) she keep asking mi to get back wif him~ -_____-"

alright~ gonna go lalaland le~ it 2am~ T.T hopefully i'll wake up fer work~

Monday, August 03, 2009

changed music~ =)) learning tis song~ ahmin jux now ask mi when gonna sing to her again~ told her when i learn tis song~ she replied mi~ dun owaes sing sad songs~ -______-" gonna go lalaland le~ was told tml mux go work~ cos ahliang was hospitalised~ bobby said ish heart attack~ dunno real anot~ hope ish not my fault~ cos those 2 daes im veli attitude when im working~ jux feeling pek chek~ keep adding in urgent~ close liaox still add~ ppl preparing to go home liaox still add~ gonna go rot while working tml~ confirm nuttink to do~

ahmin~ go put salt eh~ =)) X3~

Sunday, August 02, 2009

diaox~ ty patricia fer helping mi update~ -___- was drinking at east coast~ 1st time drink wif xiaopi din change place~ he was saying wan change to sabai~ i was tinking he can go in mehx~ tot few months ago guys older den 25 den can go in~ aniwae~ din went there cos his fren 3+ not yet reach east coast~ left east coast wif patricia and nicholas~ siewqi went boat quay~ den nicholas sae wan eat~ so went to 829~ finish eating den patricia went my house cos she dun wan go home zzz in da sauna room~ LOL~ reach home and i vomit out all da porridge~ totally dun hav martell smell~ ytd xiaopi bring a vietnam gal~ she keep talking to mi and i dun understand wart she's talking about~ agar agar noe wart she try to mean~

todae din went fer the IR Dealer Fair~ cos ahyang sae end at 5pm~ can ferget bout working in da casino le~ ._________. $2500 per month ish gone~

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kunkun is drunk!!!!!!!!! wtf!

Saturday, August 01, 2009

todae ish da most busy dae and im late fer 1hr cos i overslept~ T.T not i wan de~ i'm cursed~ every last dae orf quarter end either late or din go~ can sumone help? normal dae late i dun feel anitink~ cos and use timeoff~ but oreadi 3 quarter im late~ 1 quarter on compassion leave~ 4 i cant remember le~ tis ish da most jialat quarter~ everytink not in sequence~ dam luan~ i do till i stone there fer few secs~ dunno wart im doing~ finish all da invoice at 2pm~ every forwarder came mux wait~ and ahsoon make mi dam pek chek~ anitink dunno dun wan ask~ tinks should noe keep asking~ ask him tink he tell mi dunno~ return him his dunno when he ask mi still hav invoice anot~ 4pm he call my ext sae~ "DHL and TNT coming anot? dey come oreadi jux go without saying anitink"~ nb, den my fault? im da 1 release cargo? i noe y dey go? my job to stop dem? angry alone in da office fer 21mins~ din update flight details, send email fer GST invoices, submit document~ nearly ferget send ship alert~ close outlook and on again~ ferget to bring back my PSP home~ dunno i left it on my desk or drawer~ angry till everytink ferget~ jaliah said tml she help mi see~ so dennis, no need go back office cos orf my PSP eh~ =))

was tinking ytd where to go~ grace 21st bdae / suntec fer IR Dealer Fair / era / rot at home~ ahyang last min tell mi he got sumtink on~ cant go fer IR Dealer Fair~ dun tink todae will go era~ grace chalet dun tink will be going~ patricia dun wan go~ T.T later i go alone will be "interview" by nelson mum and aunty~ but patricia ask mi go her cousin house~ reject den she sae later go drink wif xiaopi~ waiting fer her to call~ most prob will be at east coast bahx~ if not jiu geographer or lookers~ but confirm ish thai pub~ LOL~ he cant go aniwhere~ =X

Friday, July 31, 2009

work till 8.45pm~ actually 8.30 can go le~ dunno whu go armed ROC when ESD still got ppl~ alarm was ringing till 8.45pm~ -_____- show da guard the way to ROC~ end up i run back to ADI cos alantan wanna arm~ 2mins run and im about to faint~ LOL~ busy da whole dae~ i hav to submit doc 2 times to clear my tray~ 3hrs OT~ dunno when wan clear~ ^^ zhongfa and guangliang going back to china on sunday~ asked zhongfa help mi buy SD card fer my psp~ mine ish onli 4GB and it's not enuff~ T.T working halfway i have a tot orf going malaysia find ahmin~ hurhur~ dunno when da gal ish free~ nigel suggest to open chalet to celebrate my bdae~ kinda scare cos orf da $200 plastic~ LOL~ tinking orf chalet~ i totally ferget tomolo ish nelson de sis, grace de 21st bdae~ still tinking wanna go anot although was invited~ i guess go there oso talk about nelson wif his mum and aunty~ aniwae~ nelson ish my ex whu pass away 5yrs ago~ recently he had been flashing thru my mind~ maybe becos tis year he's gonna "tou tai" as wart da guanyin said~ i dunno how true~

gonna go audi awhile wif ahmin and off to lalaland le~ busy dae tml~ >.<

Thursday, July 30, 2009

my desktop gonna die again~ now ish less den 5mins auto shutdown~ i oso dunno wart happen~ T.T tinking i should get a desktop or lappy~ *hmm*

todae bought another pack cos sumone mia~ smoke and smoke non stop~ ._______.

gonna change da song real soon~ sick orf it le~ learning janice de zha ji and sing to ahmin~ =)) btw u send mi de lyrics not complete de~ >.< weekend dun hiao too long eh~ i'll miss u~~ X3~

short update~ shutting down soon~ T.T

Wednesday, July 29, 2009

i've let go~ 明白放过你是放过自己这个道理~ =)) not onli yq read from dec2004~ ahyang oso~ -_______- tag den go larx~ >.< ahmin, ahyang, kai, justin brighten my rainy daes~ thx all~ x3~ told sumone before 12am go lalaland~ but now ish oreadi 1am~ realli hav to go le~ if not tomolo ppl act like veli big shot wan declare war le~ LOL~

Monday, July 27, 2009

post my blog address in my msn~ i noe alot orf ppl come see~
yq sae whole life onli read 2 person blog~ he's so dam free~ from dec2004 read till feb2009~ LOL~ k larx~ im so rongxin to be da 1 orf out 2~

went era fer L4D on sat wif ahyang, zheecong and kai~ stay like 3hr den to jalan besar de buddy buddy cheers fer drinking session~ went there cos vann was working~ drink till 2am i cmi le~ my lv orf beer ish cmi de~ kinda seh~ ahyang oso cmi~ left his car there~ drink dun drive~ =)) send him to his house downstairs and went back era~ kai de sms wake my tears~

mi: ty fer acc mi dis period orf my emo time... realli appreciate... ^^ rest early... meet up soon eh~ =))
kai: nah its ok. as long as u get well soon and be happy can le.
mi: its hard fer mi to get back da usual mi... ahhhh... kill mi pls T.T
kai: lol cannot i got family to look after. i cannot go jail. its not important of getting the same old u. i just wan the happy new u.
mi: ahhh.. ur reply make mi cry.. =((
kai: so sorry. i didnt mean it. cos getting back the old u is a past. we need to go forward. so actually i prefer seeing the brand new u den the old u...

got family de ppl sae de tinks ish diff from da past~ =)) stay at era till 4am den to east coast wif miaoqi, justin abd nigel~ cheryl came later~stay till 5am and cabbed home~ btw~ era located at last time de 海洋城~

todae work till so pek chek~ 4pm ish cut off time and dey adding at 4pm~ not onli mi not happi~ alot orf ppl oso give 1 face~ and da patrick~ angry die mi~ 4pm take da additional shipment~ i told him not ready~ come back at 5pm~ cos my booking ish 5pm~ before 5pm he call mi again saying dimerco outside~ shouted at him~

mi: 不是跟你讲五点了lorx~
patrick: 五点arx~ kk~

ppl oreadi busy wif da additional liaox still come play stunt~ >.<

lunch time took temperature~ 37degree~ da guard look at mi~ den sae take again~ drop 2 degree~ i reach home take again~ 37.4~ hope tml will be back to normal temp~ if not ppl wan sae every quarter end i got new tinks~

was smsing wif justin since ytd~ ask mi sat to era again~ -_____- told him see how 1st~ actually im suppose to zzz at 8pm~ but my didi keep making mi play wif him~ play awhile and carry him~ less den 1min he went lalaland le~ before he zzz~ he go on da tv~ so im stuck~ LOL~ gonna go lalaland le~ planning tml go work early~ if i can wake up~ =X

Saturday, July 25, 2009

bella~ happi 19th bdae~ njoy urself at powerhouse eh~ X3~

now i remember to help my didi take foto~ but my camera dunno at where~ whole dae dam pek chek~ morning when im sending my didi to childcare my dad came out and sae~ arbo u wait fer mi awhile~ i go toilet den send u 2 go~ if i go myself quarrel again~ if i dun im gonna be late~ waited till 8.15am~ 90% late~ work till 12.30pm he called again~ asking wart time im picking up my didi~ eh i work till 12.30pm and da childcare open till 2pm~scare tio kidnap? he sae he go pickup~ and still wan mi give him time i reach home~ orf curx ish finish work jiu go home larx~ he jiu reply~ den u work till 7pm i oso hav to wait lorx? ccb~ dam kua zhang lorx~ my attitude jiu come liaox~

me: aiya suan le larx~ i pickup myself~
he: no~ im jux letting u noe wart i mean~
me: *dun wish to reply*
he: den wart time u coming back?
me: *in a bu shuang tone* 2pm~
he: den i go pickup lorx~
me: ahhhhhh
he: ok larx~ i go pickup byebye~
me: *din reply him and kup*

when i reach home my didi oreadi eat hao le~ so jux help him pompom den he off to lalaland~ den my dad jiu suddenly wan go work~ my didi still sleeping~ i was using headset to play audi~ so if he go out, i'll tell myself last game~ den shut down~ but he walk over and sae~ dun use tat~ later koonzhan wake up u cant hear~ attitude again~ alt tab shut down~ angry till i go zzz till 7pm~ ahyang was bombing my fone~ kai oso sms mi~ cos oreadi plan todae go L4D wif kai, ahyang and ahyang de camp mates~ i tink da ppl going changed~ cos he jux finish da game wif his camp mates~ and dey off to work le~ gonna go prepare le~ if not he gonna nag mi again~ LOL~

Friday, July 24, 2009

sanda de son, xavian ish having ferver... again~ -_____- like almost every week xavian go back mickey side will be having fever~ tis time da doc saes suspect H1N1~ so gave xavian H1N1 medi~ hope da boi get well soon~ =))

few daes ago break -HEARTME de cpl ring~ he was like mia fer dunno how long le~ sian and i break ring~ abit bu she de~ but wart to do~ hais~

tis 2 daes keep ferget help my didi take foto~ cos every 23rd i will take his photo and post on friendster and facebook~ and ish oreadi 25~ i owaes slip my mind~ kill mi pls~ T.T will be bringing him to childcare instead orf work~ cos ish quarter end le~ dun wan ppl sae tinks~ ^^ cant be bother wif wart ppl sae even if dey got tinks to sae~ sian liaox~

intro bella to garry~ cos she wanna rebond~ 148 fer rebond~ tried dye her hair~ but no color~ reason ish bella dye her hair blue black~ and ish hard to get color~ but overall i still tink ish batter~ cos her hair looks much more nicer~ =)) satisfy wif ur hair sicko? ^^

ahmin todae going her fren house overnight~ so cant online tag heart~ hav to wait till sunday~ =(( yea~ kunnie de cpl ish a gal~ ^^ sumtimes i feel like going malaysia find her~ .________.

saw sumone msn display name~ saying wan quit sch~ dun eh~ finish it or i'll pinch u~ =P

pay ish here~ still hav to pay tis and tat~ gonna broke within 3 daes~ T.T

ytd patricia ask if 10oct wan go bkk anot~ and 10th ish my sis bdae~ LOL~ din confirm wif her~ not sure if tat period orf time izzit quarter end~ i told her to confirm wif oum if tat period orf time she free anot~ oum start working at thai le~ meaning dunno when ish she coming back sg~ T.T~ after talking to patricia in msn~ xiaogu called~ saying 2010 feb or mar going china~ if year end got bonus jiu ok~ if not dun tink im going~ oreadi noe where can shop in china le~ if din bring more $ confirm bored die mi~ few daes ago sanda ask wan go genting anot~ ahhhh~ broke die mi~

reaching home after meeting ahyang and kai~

on da way to meet bella at far east~

wanted to get tis fer my bdae~ but dunno ask whu come~ LOL~

Monday, July 20, 2009

5.56pm~

diaox~ my blog got prob~ ytd update everytink and now da post ish less den half~ nvm~ not gonna type all again~ din go work~ jux wake up~ zzz fer more den 12hrs and im still tired~ T.T

(da post tat was deleted~) sat morning till sun noon:

bring my didi go work~ > century square fer lunch~ > shanrong house~ > cabbed home~ > downstairs dinner~ > east coast mac~ > chalet~ > burger king~ > arcade~ > send xiaoken and hao to parkway~ > home~

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12.30am~

din get to zzz early again~ kai was jioing la teh session~ met kai and ahyang around 9pm~ dey 8+ reach le~ but ahyang owaes dun wan msg or call mi when he reach~ lesson fer u eh~ LOL~ morning ahyang oreadi call mi~ wan ask mi go malaysia~ but i was lalalanding at da chalet~ din even heard my fone rings~ he changed rim~ black proton gen2 wif white rim~ but da 1st look was like the tyre anitime can take out lidat~ -_-" maybe ish im too tired den illision~ buahaha~ my legs cmi le~ having probs wif da stairs since morning checking out da chalet~ audi 1hr more jialat~ dunno tml how~ aniwae~ went to siglap de xinwang jux now~ rot till about 11+ and im send back home~ tis time realli gonna go lalaland le~ going to K.O soon~ >.<

Sunday, July 19, 2009

4.21pm~

before to chalet~

my didi enjoying his durian~

she suddenly wan take foto~ -____-"

sat bring my didi go work~ cos sanda saes there will be ppl help mi take care orf him~ yea~ sumone take care orf him~ but 1hr later ask mi go bring my didi back from ROC to ADI~ heng sat wasnt busy~ if not sanda u're dead~ >.<>

Thursday, July 16, 2009

congrats shanrong on ur 2nd prince, jayen~ ytd went to visit her and baby at raffles hospital wif sana~ da moment i saw da pictures and video when shanrong ish giving birth~ i 脚软~ da 1st tat make mi 脚软 ish da foto~ i dunno wart's tat~ all blooddddd~ after tat im silent~ went off at 9pm~ but i reach home nearly 11.30pm~ eh~ i oso dunno why~ buahaha~ gal rest well eh~ 40 daes orf confinement~ ~.~ aniwae~ if i bring my didi go visit u at home~ ish not goot fer jayen or my didi? still hav to get approval from my mum~ -_____-

tis whole week im so dam emo and tired~ i work 730 and i told my parents tat i work 7~ but still~ my dad die die wan mi bring my didi go childcare at 7am den he drive mi to work~ abit boliaox~ and da daes i bring my didi go~ i sure late~ 15 mins or almost 30mins~ angry die mi~

bella~ no need cos orf u put mi aeroplane den wan go rebond~ rebond when u feel like eh~

gonna go audi awhile den off to lalaland le~ =))

Tuesday, July 14, 2009

bella put mi aeroplane~ sae wan date mi end up mia~ but she called mi not long ago~ buying her meals and cig~ i heard tat~ buahaha~ i'll be strong and pull myself thru~ =)) nuttink ish impossible~ impossible ish nuttink~ ^^ trying to make myself perfect~ den i can sae tis~ nobody ish perfect, im nobody~ LOL~ bella~ njoy working~ =X

Monday, July 13, 2009

grr~ i 失恋 le~ -____- tis ish a short relationship~ but im hurt deeply~ but i owaes treat tis as a punishment~ like wart i told him on da 2nd dae we're together~ wanted to drunk myself on sat~ but nobody went drinking~ dam sian~ zzz wif tears~ listening to Janice de 杂技~ and oso da song playing now~ tears auto drop~ im dam emo~

went audi de fam outing on monday~ although most orf da ppl onli 15yrs old~ but at least i feel 3yrs younger lorx~ buahaha~ wenta parklane and ps~ when everyone went home / go era~ mi and bella go shop~ bought sexy girls de shower foam, body scrub, hand and body cream~ etude de facial foam~ all the tinks im bought ish dam 香~ =)) kinda miss da time when im young~ dun hav to tink orf so much tink~ jux rot~ LOL~ 期待 da next outing~ =))

rebond my hair on sat~ garry's salon move to tamp blk 827~ named vogue~ garry keep saying~ tis rebond not goot larx~ da 1st time i ask him y~ his reply was~ cos too straight~ -_______ wtfwtfwtf~ he look so 憔悴~ oso old le~ 3hrs orf rebonding and coloring and he's tired~ buahaha~ when im doing rebonding~ i oreadi hav da feeling tat it's coming to the end fer da 2 orf us~ and my 1st tot ish~ hope straighten my hair = straighten my thoughts~ aniwae jon ish 5yrs younger den mi~ he's onli 18 tis yr~ to mi age isnt a prob eh~ but i tink to him ish~ i'll learn how to let go~ it's not the end orf everytink~ i will 振作~ im old enuff to do silly tinks~ =)) gonna go lalaland le~ working at 7.30am~ ~.~

Saturday, July 11, 2009

IM FARKING EMO~ CAN ANIONE HELP MI?!??! *cries*
can sumone jux kill mi?

Sunday, July 05, 2009

熱情淡了嗎想抽身了吗
聊电话也泄气了吗旧承诺应不假
却忍不到闷吧
惦记当天处处鲜花

互纏著到老
不死都疲劳
还是跟你痛快结束
为承诺守得到
拍拖都变义务
没法稀罕你这情操

去吧犹如候鸟飞走吧
未奢想你迷途知返
自由来换失恋那代价
你真的相信值得吗

是我太过爱你
愿意放生你
无谓你抱阵我也这么的晦气
我亦算知丑
无谓强迫你
难道要我对着你
句句要生要死

就当爱错了你
就当放生你
无谓你说话里有这么多怨气
我就放开手
无谓再忍你
明白放过你是放过自己
这个道理

im so dam emo da whole week~ suddenly tink orf 郑中基 de song~ once i go search fer his song~ all da old memories cross my mind~ emo + emo = dam emo~ -_____- tis period orf time ish my life de lowest period~ lai ang oso not tat emo lorx~

aniwae~ jux now went to xavian 2nd bdae at kg kayu~ i din expect to see da ppl oso went~ but i tot the ppl will go de~ all din go~ luowei was there too~ yea~ last time bedok reservoir de~ he's still da same~ no changes~ LOL~ thomas and vanessa de daughter dam cute~ her eye veli big~ and keep nod her head and sae orh when sanda and thomas talking~ my didi oso notti~ go bully their precious~ make till she make her "angry sound" bth~ laughing + coughing~ nearly died there~ LOL~ JSI quite a few went too~ alantan ask mi~ "kunkun, u sure tis ish your brother?" i was like~ wtf~ do i look like his mother~ -____- after everyone went back~ sanda, josh, my didi and mi went to kallang mac~ eat and slack~ da 2 orf dem so bad lorx~ keep di siao my didi~ give him fries wif ketchup~ cos jux wanna see da farni reaction from him~ and sanda bth her~ keep asking my didi call her meinu~ ask my didi call da rest wupo~ -.- dam bad rite~ da moment we board da cab lucius keep saying~ i wan korkor~ he keep saying till im irritated le~ jiu ask him~ which korkor u talking about? alan korkor, jon korkor or josh korkor~ stunned~ he bopian mux sae alan korkor~ cos the other 2 he dunno how to pronouce~ LOL~ oh yea~ nearly ferget~ i hav a forwarder named FNS~ the new guy ziqing~ i long ago was oreadi tinking izzit bedok reservoir de cartoon~ todae he ask sanda~ im oso in JSI izzit~ den he complain i owaes make booking veli late~ -_____- i owaes make booking before 4pm de lorx~ kns~ was curious how's da sharon was like~ so i ask cartoon~ everytink out from his mouth not goot de tink~ -.- both orf dem join FNS in june~ hope ziqing can stay there long~ cos i dun wan owaes change my forwarder booking template~ T.T

im trying to let go~ i dunno how long i need to take~ but i hope tis way ish batter fer u or mi~ its realli xinku~ and i noe everytink started since u transferred to dempsy~ and its kinda expected de~ i wun hav much 期望 fer tis r/s~ im physically and mentally tired~ if tis carry on~ i dunno how long more can i take~

Sunday, June 28, 2009

my didi vomit on my bed in da noon todae~ by right he wun be vomitting on my bed~ cos he was lying on my sis bed and i carry him over to my bed~ -__- he vomit when he was zzz halfway~ i woke up after he cough a few times~ when i sits up, da tink jiu start coming out from his mouth~ panic and i carry him to pompom~ after bathing his fever jiu gone le~ his temperture in da morning scare my dad~ 98.9~ he's zzz soundly now but can feel and hear tat he's having difficulty breathing due to da running nose and sore throat~ hopes he get well real soon~

he jux cough few mins ago while im blogging~ scare die mi~ carried him to da toilet~ false alarm~ eh not realli false alarm~ jux tat he cant vomit out~ he's back to lalaland le~

jux sms sumone "u r being missed" =)) tis sms i send it to 2 ladies before~ jux now oso wan send dem~ but feels weird~ i dunno y~ maybe cos to long din sms dem tis or i owaes do/sae sumtink at da wrong timing~

tis 2 daes when i start to get guilty bout giving my didi apple juice, my mind keep running thru sum image~ like~

1) when im 21 yrs old(da actual dae when im out to 97), i broke up wif sumone~ cos i did sumtink wrong and i 过不了自己那一关~ although i noe tat person wun mind~ but i jux cannot forgive myself~ sorrie fer letting u suffer in tat way~ but im sure u oreadi got urself out orf tat long ago wif da gals concern, care and accompany~ =))

2) i missed da gals accompany even though dey like to go places tat im not realli interested in da past~ but i owaes went wif dem whenever i can without voicing out~ i mean i dun mind where to go~ as long dey are around wif mi, im oreadi veli contented~ but suddenly din contact da feeling isnt great~ till now i oso dunno izzit tat sumtink got between us or wart~ but everytime i get to noe dey are doing fine, im oreadi 心满意足了~ life still goes on eh~

3) im owaes da 1 hurting ppl no matter in wart way~ but recently din give attitude to sumone~ cos im learning how to use 平常心 to treat everyone~ =))

too many tinks to list out from wart has been running thru my mind tis few daes~ but tis 3 tinks ish oreadi much more enuff fer mi to update and fer u guys to read eh~ LOL